This blog was started as a way to work through the grief of losing my baby March 9, 2011. I found reading stories of other women comforting while I've been going through this and hope that I can help anyone else experiencing the same thing.

Thursday, February 6, 2014


Time is relative. I'm pretty sure being pregnant is going to make time move super slowly for me.  The last year was a whirlwind.  I can't believe JJ is 15 months.  But the 9 months are going to creep by.  I got the + test last Friday.  It's now Thursday.  In less than a week I feel like it should have been a month.  I've called the Dr., gotten my progesterone prescription, had a snow day, worked, played etc.  It's been a long week.  Maybe I'm wrong and life will get back to normal pace. Either way I think a long 9 months would be both a blessing and a curse.  A blessing because I could savor every last minute of JJ being an only child, but a curse because of all of the worry and stress I'll carry with me for the next 9 months.

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

A sibling for JJ?

Well baby #2 is a possibility. This is my 4th pregnancy. Will it end in a baby or another miscarriage? Terrifying yet exciting all at the same time. Stay tuned!!